Danez Smith: Poem Where I Be a House, Hence, You Live in Me
hell with your keys! you press paw into my varnished bark
& all my doors surrender. pace in my rum-soaked carpet
tumble down my stairs made of gums & the space between
teeth, this is to say you’ve pounced my throat
cast as a spotted beast bulleting toward his feast
I play the gazelle with a mouth bursting with blades
& revenge, which is to say I am a house that swallows
anything that dares to blood & rise. child, don’t play
in me too long. I’ve never been a tidy chapel. spotlessness
is for another kind of salvation. I am all mud & mud, I am
sick of the word “all,” but baby, everything in me needs
to be wiped down, yet I refuse. leave your print
everywhere, when I’m ready to be clean
I’ll burn down.
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I had a big breakfast
This morning he filled my mouth
I forgot to say grace
before I had a chance to pray. Lord, I know
I ate it right out the pan
you know the need to bow & gag
I burnt my tongue
expecting heaven on the other side of a man
I reached for water
waiting to give you whatever blessing he sees fit
I thanked God with each gulp
did you not make us to need that?