Jessica Tolbert: Dialogue
we the family die in gnat swarms
aortic bloom round and jubilant
the family is many things
various good grapes grow from this soil
olive and pomegranate truly the scripture
is soft inside hard outside
gnawing the carob
I’ll chew on lead and sniff the glue
eat dirty on the couch
with hands
a local uprising like the fairy tales
highways sweep the night broadly and warm
edge city
reek of cedar
spread the mulch
god love the bruises bitten like a plum
where you came from
sucre like my grandfather
like sugar
like sugar yes
Etiology
I. in the tradition my mother taught
from Ashkenaz and the mountains
we tear our clothes we
do not have elaborate coffins only plain
wood held with wood pegs we
are buried in plain clothes which are
conducive to biotic decomposition
white cottons we value
decomposition we value
the bread and the hardboiled egg
soaked in salt water sometimes
the funeral home
provides a fogging spray
for your mirrors
if you cannot cover them in sheets
or white cotton the shrouded mirror is
the sign of the dead
II. in the tradition
slivovitz and honeyed tea in Lublin
in Majdanek a bone pile
III. the new york city patriarch who leapt
from the apartment window
during dinner whose
daughter turned out to the club that night
IV. the mark of a genuine suicide note
is its practicality remember
to change the tires. Remember to
change the oil. I drew a check, but I didn’t
put the money in. Please go ahead and make
the deposit. Remember to feed the cat.
V. in a sweltering warehouse she swills a forty recalls
his death crescendos louder
does not change pitch
on the other side of town her endonym
derby baby
conceived in the raucous aftermath
myth originates and functions to satisfy a need